Will I Ever Grow Up, For Real?

I am not sure if we ever really feel grown up.

Do you ever catch yourself as a mom or at your job and wonder, “what am I doing here? I’m still the same little girl who was a little timid when getting called on in class.”

I have heard each of my parents in the past say, they still feel like the person they were when they were in their 20s, but when they look in the mirror that isn’t them.

So now that is me.

 

I turned a whopping 6-0 this past year. You laugh, but you will be here before you know it. Just like those people in stores used to tell me, “enjoy those little ones while you can” while I was at my last wit trying to shop for groceries with three kids. The last thing I was doing was enjoying them.

 

THEY WERE RIGHT!!

Now, I do enjoy my kids…and I did then too, I just didn’t realize how fast it would disappear. One special time of development to another. Then boom, off to college and married.

 

So, I should feel grown up now, right?

But the truth is, I feel like a kid, well at least young with a lot to learn. I still have dreams. I still hope that someday I will….(you fill in the blank, have it all together – me, my home, you know everything!). I want to learn, I want to earn, I want to be fit and look great. I’m not even sure what all I want to be when I grow up!

All this to say to you, my readers, I am going to be adding something new to my blog. Under the category of Living, I plan to bring you posts, once a month, on some of the things that I do that help me look as young as I feel or at least as close as I can. These will include bio-identical hormones, plastic surgery, supplements, relaxation treatments, exercise faves, adventures, hair, make-up and anything else that comes to mind when I start thinking about being grown up someday but just not looking like it.

I will end today with a link to my Brand New You Tube Channel of the same name…(though it won’t get that name until I have 100 subscribers).

 

Why, at my age, would I start a youtube channel?

Does anyone even care?

I do know there are a lot of women out there in my age group. I also know that I wish someone had something online regarding plastic surgery when I was considering it rather than looking through doctor’s before and after photos and wondering if they simply moved their chins up or down for the photos. I also hope there are some women who just want to laugh, not take themselves or me too seriously and enjoy living. And of course, I’m not too old to try anything really, am I?

I would love if you would Subscribe! Click the link to see the full video.

My Daughter does my Make Up

 

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